This is beautiful and so accurate for me, as well. Thank you for being so brave and sharing something as vulnerable as this.
There’s a terrible trend in a lot of Dominants where they feel weak for showing their emotions and admitting to tender truths such as these. A lot of submissives grow up in this community thinking that Dominants need to be cold, hard, and calculating, or perhaps sexy, confident, and indestructible.
We all have emotions, even Dominants. It is never a bad thing to share them and reveal yourself as human. It only makes you all the more beautiful and special for doing so.
Thank you for writing this.
I, too, am a needy Dom.
Nothing satisfies me more than seeing and feeling how truly and desperately my submissive wants to be with me.
Nothing makes me feel prouder than having her consider my feelings and do something solely because she knows it will make me feel wanted.
Nothing makes me happier than having a partner who is just as needy for me as I am for her.
It is okay to need. It is okay to crave someone. It is okay to want to be craved.
A need like this should always flow back and forth, because if you do not need your partner, then why have you chosen to spend the rest of your life with them?